NOT LITTLE AND NOT PRINCE
- I'm sorry, but I wasn't able to come yesterday.
- Its ok. TV guys haven't come anyway. So those who did make it here were
sitting in vain.
- Probably, its all because of the weather. Yesterday it was disgusting. Very cold
and it rained.
- Perhaps, but this does not excuse them in any case.
- Yes, you are right. Do you know that has died?
- Yes, I am very sorry.
- She was just seventeen, and she was so much in love with life.
- Is this the first death of your friend?
- Relatives, there are so many of them
- No. I speak about friends.
- Yes. At first I wanted to knock my head against the wall, but then it became
slightly better. She was so merry.
- And the older you get the more often friends will leave, and you'll take it harder.
- No.
- Everyone has his own fate.
- One can be hit by a car
- One can get ill.
- I have friends who are always at hand. Grebenshikov and Butusov.
- Is that possible for friends to be at hand? A favourite book, an audio or a
video tape can be at hand. Friends are not a piece of interior decorations...
- But they are always here. And will not go anywhere. And in addition, I love
cats. I would like to be a cat. They do not argue.
- Who knows. You just did not try hard to learn their language.
- I am so tired when my parents argue. I want to run, but I can not make a step.
And day after day I am sitting in my room and hearing, hearing, hearing I am
so tired.
- Maybe, then it is worth plugging the ears?
- Cotton wool tickles.
- Then try to become deaf, for instance, with the help of a pencil.
- This is not funny. I know people who do not hear.
- I also know. I wanted you to imagine how it feels to live in an eternal
silence. Probably, then sounds would become more valuable for you. Is there
anyone calling at your door?
- Perhaps, guys came to me. They may keep calling, I will not be able to open
anyway.
- Why?
- I can not move around the flat in a wheelchair. We do not have enough space.
- You should throw away unnecessary furniture.
- Mom is about to buy one more couch.
- What for?
- I dont know.
- How is it possible to communicate? Do you have a computer?
- I do not have such means as you do.
- I work. Obeying the rules.
- I do not want to obey.
- Then it will be a while before you have a computer.
- What can I do
- Then, maybe it is worth going to study?
- I missed the deadlines this year there were reasons.
- And what would you want to become?
- A psychologist.
- To solve your own problems?
- I dont know. Yes. Maybe. But I could also help others.
- Being a psychologist is a mission. How do you know that you have it?
- I know how to hear.
- And to listen?
- For example, to you.
- Funny. You are listening to me while with every minute I learn more and more
about your problems.
- Trust me, I know a way of solving my problems. There are always two ways out.
- Live or die?
- You know?! I tried to drown, but this is not suitable for me at all. I tried
to get poisoned, but this is not tasty. But I cannot reach a door-handle to
hang myself, not speaking about a chandelier. If someone killed me, I would be
very grateful.
- Then maybe it is worth starting to work and little by little to save for a
killer?
- No, no. I do not want to serve someones enrichment, even in such a strange
manner.
- Then turn to some institute and bequeath your organs. They will do everything
to get them as fast as possible.
- You know, that trifle of healthy organs that Ive got at birth by my present
eighteen years has completely lost its value. And then I still have a slight
interest in this show. Its dull, but Ive seen so much of it already that I
would want to know what the end will be.
- I wish you luck.
- Thank you. I will need it.
Its very cold. I wish someone came and closed the window